One Day, I will…
one-day I will go through this difficult stage of my life. There will be no pain, suffering and overthinking anymore. I won’t have to get up with fear and anxiety, I don’t have to avoid people and parties. I can pick up my call without any hesitation. I won’t have to give any explanation to anyone. That day, I will be free and content.
I will forget all the bad memories and remarks. I will remove all the monsters from my life who haunt me in my sleep and become my worst nightmare. I will erase all bad memories from my head with proper closure. I will let go of people from my mind for whom I was never good enough. I don’t want to remember how badly I was treated as a person just because I chose to lead a different life. I was judged for my principles and different outlook. It is tiring when you have to explain yourselves to everyone, yet they find you hard to understand. That day, I won’t have to pretend about myself. I won’t need anyone to make me feel good because now I know how to live happily with myself. I am tired of taking unwanted shits which was not my responsibility to clean.
I don’t know where life’s going to take me, I don’t have anything to lose anymore. All my dreams are crushed, I don’t feel any butterflies anymore. I just expect a decent life with respect by maintaining my own privacy. Sometimes, you need to go through the hard path to discover your inner strength. It is important to change the route so that you can find the new path to reach your desired destination. I pray every soul who is going through this rough phrase has the support of God. Only he is the one, we should worship. Only his love is unconditional and does not ask for any returns.
